beautiful illusions

2012-02-10T21:23:00.002+08:00

so it seems that it's been quite some time ago that i'd last written an entry. what's new in my life right now eh? well, the answer is nothing much really or maybe just a lil bit more work load, a lil more stress, and well, should i say a lil closer to exams as well? so, sem exams are round the corner and it's been a pretty hectic start of the year with endless submissions, tests, quizzes and the likes. i've not been really coping well with all the added pressure and all hence i haven't really been much of myself with the occasional on/off-ness and well, should i say minor break down moments which i'm not exactly proud of. but should i say that maybe that's the way i'm coping with it so far? and well those break down sessions actually do make me feel better after awhile. true that it may not really be a healthy way to do so but i guess i'll find a better way to cope somehow in time? i've started running more frequently in the past weeks but maybe not the past few days though :3 and well, running makes me feel so much better. now, THAT'S one healthier way for me to destress! oh, and i should prolly apologise to the people around me cause my minor break down sessions may or may not have affected/scared them somehow.i know that whoever reads my blog may wonder why am i posting something so personal. it's because i'm tired of being so afraid of accepting and confronting the challenges i face that i feel that blogging about it will remind me of these challengers and that when i look back, i'll know that i've managed to overcome it and become a stronger, much wiser person than i was before. everyone's learning and growing with each passing day, and this is my journey, though it may not be smooth sailing, but i'm sure it'll be one which is worthwhile.

Cheers to anyone who reads my blog and have a great weekend ahead! :)

VACATION!!

2011-09-29T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hah! The title says it all eh? Yup! So, it's been nearly a month into my school vacation already. So, what in the world have i been up to? Well.. the first half of it was spent catching up with some friends and MAJORLY made up of slacking at home and around..Then, i had to drag myself to look for a job of some sort, and it did take me quite a long time mind you. Since i had to look for a job which is in the line of what I'm studying, i finally found one and thankfully i got the job. So now, I'm currently spending my time working and NOT slacking, or more likely rotting at home as what i would always say. This job's pretty cool, with it being still quite new and all, plus they sell organic healthy food! That's another plus point since I think I'ma quite an unhealthy kid since veggies are almost non existent in my diet and at least by working there, I guess I'll get my fill of veggies. Here's to starting to eat healthily! ( I hope..)

So, besides a new job, what do i have to look forward to? Hmmm... let's see.. It's gonna be October pretty soon and that means that my birthday's coming! Though there's not really much excitement there. October also means that Evanescence's newest album is gonna hit the shelves pretty soon and that the next book in the House of Night Series aka Destined is also gonna hit the stores pretty soon! Now, THAT'S certainly something to look forward to! OH!!! And there's also the Malaysia trip that I'll be going on with some of my peers! WOOHOO! Can't wait for the shopping and sightseeing! I know i sound a wee bit too excited cause some may go like "what?! it's only malaysia and you're so happy?" But hey, I've never went abroad on a holiday let alone to Malaysia with my peers! So yeah... those are certainly a few of the things i'm looking forward to..

So cheerios!
Until next time, when and if i feel like blogging again! :)

2011-04-30T22:42:00.002+08:00

so, it's been a week since school started. so how do i find poly life so far? hmmm... well, it ain't as slack as it seems to be, for my course at least. my class mates are pretty awesome people that's for sure. classes have been pretty much going okay so far. one thing we all agree on would be that we have invested quite a large sum of our pocket money so far. but hey, it's an investment either way right? hmm... for lessons, we have lectures, tutorial and lab sessions. lectures being lectures are mostly quite dry but it pays to concentrate though. hadn't really had any tutorials so far, so i can't quite say anything about it yet. as for lab sessions, i've only had one so far, which was in the kitchen and it was quite interesting although we had to stand for 5 hrs consecutively. but then again, it's part of the learning process. the canteen food is pretty good in terms of taste and cost (the one in my school at least). Well, all in all it's been quite a long week (even though it's only the first week). Thankfully we have the long weekends thanks to labour day. I'm pretty much stoked for the oncoming weeks cause that's when a whole lot of new things are beginning.

2011-03-05T23:10:00.002+08:00

these days, life seems so messed up. i'm just so freaking annoyed with my life right now. what's a father when he asks his own children to pay for their education? what's a family when there's no feeling of love? what's life when everything seems to be going downhill? i just don't know what else i can do in my life to change things. nothing seems to be working, nothing's changing. i'm stuck and i can't move and seriously i just feel so bloody exhausted right now. just being plain sick and tired of everything, the daily routines, the frustrations, the people... what can i do when i'm only one person? life.live.love.lost....

2011-02-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

It's Feb already! It means a whole new lot of things, like the fact that i need to start searching for a brand new job, it's Chinese New Year! and i will be starting school in less than 3 months. So, if you're wondering where in the world did i end up after 'o's, the answer would be in the course i've always wanted, which is the baking and culinary science course in Temasek Polytechnic. Getting a place in poly would mean that i have to spend a whole lot more money on my education... which is where the hard part comes in. I am looking forward to the start of school but i am also grateful that it's still a few months away as it means that i can earn some extra cash while i have the time to. New school, new friends, new beginning. Oh, boy! I can and cannot wait for it! How contradicting, but that's how life is, the tension of opposites.... :)
Anyway, Happy Lunar New Year to those who are celebrating and Happy Holidays to those who aren't.

2011-01-07T22:52:00.002+08:00

hmmm... let's see, the new job has been going fairly smooth so far with the exception of a few cuts and a swollen wrist, it seems to be going fine. well, maybe also with the disadvantage of smelling like fish every time we knock off from work. the people there are quite friendly and very helpful. though it seems that what ever job i work, it always seem that i have to communicate in chinese although my chinese ain't that good. left work early today due to some indigestion which left me puking my guts out (that may be a lil bit exaggerating, i did puke, but obviously not my guts out). it's a really interesting experience as i get to see how a food factory operates. well, it's a long weekend break for me since i only work on weekdays plus monday is the day where we get back our results. Oh, boy! the moment we've all been waiting for is just right round the corner. okay, i guess i'll end here tonight.

until next time....

2010-12-15T09:57:00.003+08:00

hmm... looking at the hews feeds on facebook makes me feel like i have no life. my mornings are filled with going online, charging my mp3 and getting ready for work. than, work takes up all my afternoons and evenings. by the time i get home from work, i hit the sack and what do you know? hey! it's the next day already! and the cycle repeats itself all over again... until my off day that is. but on the bright side, i'll only be in this job till the end of the month. so, at least i know that it'll be quite some time before i find a new job in the new year eh? new year equates to results equals to a brand new beginning for so many of us. new school, new friends, new subjects, new teachers. we'll be starting a new all over again but than again, that's what life is isn't it? always being able to adapt, try new things and getting to know someone else. what life's got in store for us, i have no clue. all we can do is wait and see. only time will tell, only time will tell....

2010-12-03T10:10:00.002+08:00

'o's are long gone. you might be thinking that i'm celebrating about it but truth be told, there's nothing to celebrate. what's more it's even more boring after 'o's for there is nothing to study for, nothing to look forward to and most of all nothing to do! then there's the thing about getting a part time job. now, what would my teachers say if they found out that i'm spending my whole time in a toy store? a toy store... most might be interested at the sound of it, but sadly, not me. at least, not much. this job doesn't require much but it is also not the most exciting job and it is most definitely not in my area of interest. it seems that i'm complaining a lot eh? but that's life ain't it? we complain, we live and we get bored... but i guess i should count my blessings eh? at least i'm earning something without having to do much now right?

till next time.....
hafizah...

2010-11-03T22:01:00.002+08:00

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2010-10-06T19:58:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU ALL FOR THE WISHES AND PRESENTS!! :DDD <3

Jiayi:
Thank you for the card and notebook! I'll give you a letter before i graduate! <3

Anna:
Thank you loads for the many freddos! I couldn't help but smile when i open your gift and saw all those lil freddos! Love it! It will certainly keep me going while mugging! <3 <3

Carla:
Thank you for the beautiful paramore themed card and handmade cake/cookie. I haven't tried it yet! Don't worry i will soon! Really appreciate it flower girl! <3 <3

Melissa:
Thank you for the lovely mug and wonderful letter! it really touched my heart! <3 <3

Jacqueline:
Thank you for the handmade cookies! Really enjoyed it! <3

Yuen Sze:
Thank you for the pencil case and the cookies! Really like it a lot! <3

Pei Zhen:
Thank you very much for the water bottle! I will most definitely use it! <3

Iqee, Shiky and Smita:
Thank you for the wishes! I heart you gals! <3 <3

Xue Yi, Sharifah, Gwee Yuan, Steffi:
Thank you peeps for the wishes and the never ending laughters! <3<3

Bev, Reimi, Eldora, Catherine, Ying Ying , Li Rong, Josephine, Zi Jie, Yih Fan:
Thank you for the birthday wishes!! :DD

Victoria, Cassie:
Thank you for the wishes!! :))

Brenda, Tzu Liang, Aqil:
Thank you for the wishes and early presents! :DD

Firdaus. S, Md Firdaus:
Thank you for the wishes!:)

Ms R. Tan, Ms Jocelyn Liao, Ms Liang, Ms Susanna Chau:
Thank you for your wishes! :) <3

To everyone else:
I'm sorry if i can't remember who you are but thank you anyway for the wishes!!! I really do appreciate it!! <3 :DDD

2010-09-06T19:35:00.002+08:00

so, it's one of those episodes again... arguing like nobody's business and harping over what was said. like come on! enough already! why can't they just freaking sit down and talk things out? is it so strange to behave like civilize people instead of having a go at seeing who has the loudest voice? yeah, sometimes i pity him cause may be, we don't spare a thought for his feelings but its the same way around. it's one of those times when he becomes extremely moody and over sensitive to the lil bits of things around. but hey? who else is there to blame? really, what can we do but be stuck in the middle of it all. ARGH!!! so many other things are weighing down on such a bloody crucial period. what perfect timing eh? how much more other stuff are going to be add on?

2010-08-27T20:45:00.002+08:00

how do one stay motivated to achieve what one wants in life? sometimes, you get the rush of striving hard to reach that end. but at other times, you just tend to get discouraged and become sick and tired of even taking the next step. so, what do one do then? there's a goal in mind but there's no driving force to push me a step further. people say it's for your own good, you won't regret it if you work hard but the thing is, it's tiring to get beaten down time and time again that it seems that losing it would be the easier way out. yeah, successful people do not take the easy way out. so, when a person is successful, leads a happy life, then what? there's nothing else a person could wish for right? so what does a person really live for? the sole purpose? these little snippets of questions never fails to drift into my head causing an endless mess of confusion - conflicts in my head...

2010-08-23T20:08:00.002+08:00

sometimes, the smallest act could bring a smile onto a person's face. take for instance, a small act of graciousness like giving up your seat to those who need it more. i tend to smile to myself when i witness such acts because i will think to myself that 'oh! there are indeed people who care!' . you might be wondering why i'm not the one giving up my seat but that's because i'm not even seated down. and at times when somebody gives up their seat instead of me, i tend to feel guilty and would ponder, 'why wasn't i the one to gave my seat up?'. small acts could brighten a person's day. be it, a lame joke to cheer a friend up or an offer to help teach you that brain killing math problem, that one act would lift a person's mood. the joke could make your friend burst out in laughter and that teeny bit of help could actually help your friend complete their revision or work. all these simple small acts could bring about different emotions in a person and who knows. you might just have brighten that person's day. every small act would pile up into a mountain of good deeds and who knows how many people's day you have brighten? wouldn't you feel satisfied just to see a smile on your friends' face knowing that 'hey, i made her/him smile!' ? by making others smile, one would feel happy too! :)

Good luck peeps for prelims! Jiayous! Never ever give up! :D

2010-08-06T17:17:00.003+08:00

this year's national day celebration was the most fun and enthusiastic one i ever had in years. it was just plain crazy. there were lots of screaming and cheering going on. and some of the graduating classes this year were super enthu! the event started off with a prize presentation ceremony. lots of cheering went around. then it was some quiz which got li rong, xinni and some other people super high since they wanted the prize which were candy! li rong even blew her girl guides whistle! rofl! after that was national day idol. very competitive, so many talented people! but the winners were sec 4H which were represented by yuen sze and gwee yuan (a.k.a small kid! :D). totally awesome! plus 4H were very supportive, they made banners and mini flags to support their class. meanwhile, it was the sing along as we waited for the winner to be announced. the teachers went up on stage and woah! everyone were super estatic. 5A went up to dance to reaching for the skies and some of us even went to the front and started doing super duper random stuff! it was the best national day celebration i've had at Peicai! this would be something that would be hard to forget! we even took a video as a whole school, wishing Singapore, Happy Birthday! everyone were sweating like mad, especially the people in blazers! truly memorable indeed! ;D

2010-07-28T18:56:00.002+08:00

i am exhausted, not from what i did today but from everything, everything else. it feels like i'm one step closer to the edge. frustrated, annoyed, exasperated. i just feel like sleeping, and never wake up again. at times, i feel motivated, at other times, i get demoralised. this is one of the other times, it just seems better if i gave up everything.... i can't seem to help myself, i get flung into these feelings at simply anytime. i can't control it but i can choose what to do next. the thing is, i simply am at lost of what to do. people always say life is unfair, but that is the truth or at least what we perceive it to be. but maybe, just maybe, the world is actually quite balanced if we see it in another way. when there is life, there is bound to be death. love, hate. joy, sadness. hope, disappointment. so on and so forth. there is always something out there to complement the other, the opposite. so... how do i pull myself back together? i don't know yet, but i'll find a way, i always do somehow.... i know underneath it all, i'm a wreck, in a mess and totally clueless, well maybe not really but yeah... *sighs* ......

2010-07-25T11:36:00.002+08:00

people, are such contradictory creatures. we say something but end up doing a totally different thing altogether. it is such a normal thing to do that we tend to do it unconciously. it can be such annoying acts towards others but yet we tend to be unaware of our own actions. i guess i'm saying this in general because i too, cannot avoid doing as such. what's my purpose in saying this? i myself, am also not too sure. maybe i just felt like saying it cause it annoys me when people do as such or maybe, just maybe i'm just starting to realize the consequence of my own actions? hmm... questions, questions, so many things to wonder about that it seems there's endless routes for our minds to wander to eh? just make sure that they don't wander to highly dangerous thoughts like..... well, i know you know what i'm trying to say. so if you ever face such haunting thoughts with disastrous results, please talk to someone, anyone whom you can trust, be it a friend, teacher, parent whoever. i don't really know where i'm going with all this but yeah...

2010-07-18T12:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday was tiring but fun. a bunch of us went to voluteer at the national track and field championship via Catherine. it was held at serangoon stadium and lasted about a whole day. our job was mostly to pack food and distribute them out to the different schools. of course there was a lot of camwhoring going on thanks to some people. ahahs. there was also the hand cycling demonstration which was pretty cool. ashiqah and me then went to help out at the javelin event and i sure did learn some stuff about javelin. everyone there were quite enthusiastic. after the event, brenda and me ran/jogged for a bit before heading off. all in all it was quite a blast! okays, that's all for now..

2010-07-11T22:31:00.002+08:00

The latest thing that happen to me so far would me, the during the whole of yesterday. Had to attend the Lit Fest at Nan Hua High. I reported to school a bit late, which i feel bad about. So, sorry for being late. The Festival was quite interesting. The Guest Of Honour especially. She was super enthusiastic be it reading poetry or giving out prizes. First time, i've been to such a festival. The poetry slam was very interesting and i should say that it takes a lot of guts to go up on stage to compete in front of a panel of judges and the different schools. I doubt that anyone in my lit class would be brave enough to do it, even i don't think that i would be able to do it. Of course, we went there not only to watch the other schools compete, but to also compete with the other schools. Of course we didn't have such a big group, hence our school didn't take part in the poetry slam. But if i'm not wrong we did take part in the book trailer event and the set text debate and one other thing. I was a part of the debate team representing our school. Damn! It was nerve wrecking to begin with. Smita, Clara and Aqil was also part of the debate team. We were scared to death but managed to pull it off quite well. The judges commented that it was a hard decision to make and we had just won by 1 point, if i rememeber correctly. I guess it is something to be proud of since our school won 2 prizes in total. A silver for the book trailer people and a win for us, the debaters. Smita had also won the best speaker. Kudos to her! So, the Lit Fest was delayed slightly and i had to rushed home. Ended up being super late in meeting up with Gwee Yuan and Xue Yi at City Hall, causing us to be late in meeting Sharifah and Steffi at Expo. Really, really sorry man! We went to the Library Book Sale. Books were price at $2 each. It was actually quite hard to find the books we wanted since it wasn't arranged in order of authors or anything, just adult fiction, YP fiction, that sort of thing. Lucky for me, i manage to find the first 2 books in a series and ended up buying them. We left the place at around 6 if i'm not wrong. Stood around for quite some time so some of us could decide if they wanted to watch the movie or not. Headed of towards amk. The next movie timing for eclipse was at 9.20pm at jubilee. Took quite some time to decide and finally bought the tix. We had like 2 hours to waste while waiting for the movie. So, we went to grab a bite at Mac's. Crapped a whole lot and some people just couldn't stop laughing. Even after eating, we still had about an hour left to the movie begins. Headed over to Gwee Yuan's house. Ended up crapping more over there and we were late in the process! Rofl! Missed the starting part of the movie but it was still quite enjoyable. Not many people was there, only like 3 pairs of couples and another group of teenagers and us. All in all, i really enjoyed myself a whole lot yesterday. Nearly died of laughter from all that crapping! muahahahas, i think i have spread my craziness over to some people.

2010-07-06T18:01:00.002+08:00

So, it's only about 8 more weeks to prelims and then the big 'O's. I have to pull up my socks and do my best for it! Only after that than i can finally chill as much as i want to. 2 months is a pretty short time, no time to procrastinate or slacken anymore. It's the final lap, we have to give it our all! Okay, so i guess that's it for now. :D

2010-07-04T18:29:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I can't help but feel that I don't belong anywhere. Everything aorund me changes, friends, family, even acquaintances but one thing remains the same, me. Mr Razali did mention before in one of his speeches, don't care about the minor things like "your friend is not in the same class so you want to change class", that sort of thing. He even asked, would your friend stick with you all the way? I guess the answer could not be more obvious and I guess I haven known it all along too. It's just a matter of facing it. People come and go in our lives, nothing is for certain. But sometimes, we just aren't sure if we appreciate these people or if they appreciate us. At times, not knowing and being able to clarify the doubts within us tend to bother and affect us greatly. Is it better not to know and drive ourselves insane or is it better to know and STILL drive ourselves insane? Or maybe, we should just leave it as it be and let fate decide for us. After all, people have been able to live without being able to clear all their doubts. It is inevitably a part of the growing process. Howver inevitable it is, it manages to drive a person over the edge. Some are able to toughen it up and carry on with their lives but others simply can't. I wonder which category of people i belong to because I know that I, myself am not to sure of who I am. At times, i feel as though i belong to one of the category but at other time i feel otherwise. Will i ever be strong enough to carry on or will i falter and fall? Or maybe, I might even be able to pick myself up if i were to falter and fall. So many questions qith not even a single answer. Will I let minor things affect me or will I be able to break away and remain strong? Minor things sometimes can make relatively huge changes in a person's life. In the end, it all comes down to one thing, CHOICE. Everyone has a choice in life and our choices always leads us to different paths. No one knows for sure what life has got in store for them, what lies waiting for them beyond the next step they take. I guess we just have to toughen it up and wait and see what life's going to throw in out way next. I know, it's easier said than done. I, myself am having trouble doing that but I guess, I have decided that I will no longer be afraid, I will try to face what is to come and I will share my journey with you. I guess you can also say that I've officially begun my search for myself, what I'm going to do with my life, the purpose of it to begin with. Only time will be able to give me the answers i seek. You can choose to mock me or support me in these journey but I can't force you as it is indeed a choice which is presented to us in every single thing we do. So, for now, I will just have to wait and see what life's got in store for me. I will have to battle the wars within me and around me. Maybe, just maybe I would come out stronger than I was before. As the saying goes, what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger. Of course nothing comes to you without effort, you reap what you sow. How much am i willing to put in? It still goes back to the same old thing, choice. So let' see where I'll go from there eh?

2010-07-03T19:13:00.002+08:00

ignite was highly entertaining! better than the previous one, i should say. the drama club was fantastic, the emcees looks fabulous and i love the dress nicole was wearing! guzheng ensemble was as good as ever, eldora looked super pretty too! hahas xDD band was awesome! love their black/red outfits. dance club was quite interesting and their costumes really does bring out their movements a lil more. choir, in their brilliantly pink dresses, was way better than they were before. i would say this year's ignite was a huge success. it was something different and simply amazing! kudos to all the teachers and students whom have put countless effort into this concert! so, it will be a long weekend this week thanks to youth day! so that means mon's a hol!

2010-06-27T22:19:00.002+08:00

my mood is six feet underground right now. i'm feeling so discouraged and disheartened. i'm at loss of what to do next. not quite in the mood for anything these days. and to think that tomorrow is the start of a new school term.... sighs..

2010-06-21T21:46:00.002+08:00

so, the cake i'd baked as a somewhat belated father's day gift was a great success. an achievement, you could say. as it had turned out exactly as it was meant to. although my mood was dampened a few moments ago by some occurences. and cake did little to lift my mood back up. still feeling like crap. they can't seem to see what of their actions have left an effect on me. all they can seem to question is "why is she so..?", if not "walau! show attitude!". so literally, when i'm upset, they tend to see me as showing "attitude". am i that hard to read? are my facial expressions not intelligible? or is it so hard just to question if i'm doing okay? or what's getting me down? i know i may sound like some selfish brat who only cares of herself. but am i really? i seriously don't know. if i were, would i have bothered to bake a cake, would i have bother to do all the things i've done so far? i'm getting lost in my own head, in my own bloody effing thoughts. everytime i shove the pain in a bottle and screw it up tight, let it drown in the midst of everything i feel, everything i thought of. just let it drown in my very being. every time i feel pity for her, and for him, but then sometimes it just gets so frustrating with the way their behaving- like childish people. i can't stand all of this anymore. i don't know what am i to do next? i just want to go numb - never feeling a single thing ever again. truthfully speaking, there is only one thing that i truly and deeply desire... dreadfully for me, that desire can never ever be fulfilled... it leaves me optionless but to remain where i am and continue what i am doing until who knows when.

what is my purpose in this world? only time will tell...
oh, how i long for the deep sleep dreaming...

2010-06-17T20:23:00.002+08:00

camps over. managed to have fun while it lasted. it was only two days but i'm grateful that i went caused i managed to miss the little bit of drama going on, thankfully. but now, since i'm back, i have to face the obviously unappetizing music. it has officially began again and no one knows when it's gonna end this time. so now, i shall rant. he's ignoring her like nobody's business, not eating the food she cooks, scolding her and even threatening to leave home. like OMFG! what the hell is wrong with him?! ungrateful jerk! it's not as though she ask for not having food to cook at home. and please-luh, you leaving home would be like so much better, no offence, but it's the truth. in addition, what's wrong with her going down to help her own brother and seeing her own niece and nephews?! get over youself man, it's not as though when she's at home you would talk to her. all you do these days when you get back, is to plant that a** of yours in front of the bloody tele watching world cup. stop being such an a**hole and acting like a jerk to your own family when all you've got now is us. like hello? news flash! that's the truth. even if you can't effing accept that bit of truth, it doesn't give you any rights to be THE bloody effing kind of person you ALWAYS are! rawr!

*phew* i just had to get that out. camp WAS fun! past tense *sighs*. now, it's time to snap back to reality. -.-.....

P.S: missing the sound of airplanes! hahas.

2010-05-28T17:04:00.002+08:00

there's no one there, no one there who's free. no one who bothers. there's nothing i can do to help myself as i feel myself slowly slipping away from everything. i wish it was simply that easy to just let go of everything. but the truth is as much as i want to, i can't. nothing seems to ease it away. everything seems to make it worse. nothing seems to be able to change it as it grows every single day. devouring me slowly a little bit at a time waiting, just waiting to eat away my sanity. it's always easy to put on the same facade everyday, go through the same motions, plaster a fake smile on my face, a hearty laughter as though there wasn't a care in the world which could bother me. it's always easy to hide the pain and swirling emotions growing inside. but the truth is it's not as easy as it seems, cause you know that even thought the smiles and laughter, those inside of you are eating at you, munching u bit by bit till there's nothing left to hold onto. everywhere i turn to see, people seems to have a blissful life even if they were troubled, there's always someone there to guide them, to help. but then, i turn to look at myself in the mirror. no one's there... i'm like a hollow shell with every substance of my being slowly seeping out without a care in the world that i could loose my sanity at any sane moment that's left. as whole as i seem on the outside, around people i know, it is as empty as what i feel on the inside. to the people i care for, i'm always there when and IF you need me but the truth is you're never there when i need you, anyone of you at all...

it will be all the better if i sleep for all eternity...

2010-05-21T17:14:00.002+08:00

so, finally got back all my mid-year results. it's kinda disappointing cause i didn't quite meet my own expectations. gotta work a lot harder. especially in maths since so far it is my weakest subject. mt intensive are starting next week, followed by collection of report books on thurs and the holidays begins. which also equates to the start of extra lessons. i don't really have much to say so i guess that's it. must work hard! there's not much time left.

2010-05-19T20:29:00.002+08:00

why do people always seem to assume that i'm angry when in actual fact i'm totally not angry at all? that is so ridiculous and get a lil bit annoying at times. maybe it's partly due to the fact that i always seem to have a serious face to a lot of people. but come on! that's like my totally normal facial expression! sometimes my blank face expression looks like that too. but people really can't tell if i'm angry, tired or just deep in thought, so they simply assume that i'm always angry. roflmao! it's like why would i be angry if i simply have no reason to be angry? i don't know who bothers reading my blog now, so peeps, if you're reading, a little heads up for you guys : don't always assume that i'm angry! hahas. :D cause you may never know that your little assumption make really start to piss me off instead. so anyways, i know i said that i may not be blogging for a very long time but i just suddenly feel like blogging. mid-year results are starting to pour in and well i have to say that mine aren't very satisfactory. there's still loads of room for improvement from the way i see it. i can bet that june hols won't be much of a hol afterall. it'll most probably be like normal schooling days. but what can you say aye? it's the very last leg of the race so there's nothing i can do about it but push myself to the best of my abilitites and race to that finishing line, where the results may be bitter , sweet or both. it'll all depends on what i'm going to do to get there right? but, things are a bit suckish for me right now, maybe because some things seems to be bugging me. but whatever it is, i'm gonna shove it in a corner and do my best to focus. focus to win that race and hopefully achieve my goals. so, to anyone who bothers to take some time to read this good old blog of mine, all the best in striving hard for your goals and never ever give up! jiayous! xDD

2010-05-17T20:21:00.003+08:00

life always has it's fair share of bumps in the road. sometimes it's tedious and we feel like giving up but in the end we always find that it's all worthwhile if we stick it through. we feel the sense of achievement and just knowing that we are able to overcome one obstacle encourages us even more. true, we can't go through all these alone. there's always bound to be someone there who constantly supports us and guide us. someone we can fall back on, knowing someone's there to catch you is always comforting. sometimes, we feel that no one understands us and we so dearly wish that there will be at least one person who could truly understand. everyone goes through that. maybe it's easier for some to open up to others but most of the time, we're stuck thinking no one understands and never really try to let them understand. sometimes, we have to take that very first step. it is only then are we able to move forward. some of us are more fortunate than the other. but there is bound to be someone or some people you think about when you wake up every morning. be it worrying for them or thinking how much you love them, sometimes we have to tell them how we feel, like by simply saying 'i love you', 'i care for you', 'i'll be there for you' or even a simple 'thank you' is good enough. it's always good to know that you're appreciated and cared for. those simple words could brighten their day. the people around us are what keeps us whole, they are what keeps us going. they are our strength and our pillar of support. no one would be able to make it out there alone. sometimes seeing others smile makes us smile and maybe that could just turn your whole day around. we should appreciate everyone we know and everything we have cause we'll never know when it may all be taken away from us. everyone is bless and fortunate no matter where they are because it is a blessing itself just to be alive, to feel the pulse beneath our skin. sometimes, it is not where life takes us but where we wanna go in life and just picking yourself up, off the ground and lead it. you can't afford to wait for it to happen, you've gotta make it happen.

i know, it's easier said than done. i don't really know why i wrote this but maybe it is just to encourage myself everytime i'm feeling down. i guess, i hope it encourages anyone who reads this too (if there is anyone else besides me that is xD).
so... until next time. when i feel like writing anything else that is.

P.S which might not happen for a very long time to come i think. so, until then, these blog will be left as it is.

2010-04-09T19:53:00.002+08:00

there's been a lot on my mind lately and i guess i have come to quite a few decisions. i guess i am officially going to go into study mode so i am kinda restraining myself from using the computer. so it's kinda like my last time using the computer for a very long time to come. and i am gonna do my best for 'o's. plus i guess i kinda made up my mind on something and i'm gonna stick with it with no regrets. i hope after that i would really be able to concentrate in my studies and live up to the expectations of the people around me. i have a lot to brush up on for a maths so i'm hoping that i'll be able to at least get a C5 for mid year which is right around the corner.

choices are what defines which path we will take next in life. so i hope i don't make the wrong one.

2010-03-10T15:35:00.002+08:00

What a horrible bus ride that was. Some people just do not have the common sense to be considerate especially on a public transport. A girl from some school (a school which i do not want to name) sat beside me and her "friends" were also on board the bus. However, when this girl's "friends" was about to alight the bus, she started screaming vulgarities and it was too darn loud and me, being the unfortunate one had to bear her blaring shouts and rude finger pointing towards her these "friends". Everyone in the bus turned and look at her but apparently her skin was too thick to have realised that she was embarassing herself in public. I could not do much so i had no choice but to sit there and stare disgustedly into space. I knew better than to approach such kind of people as you might just land yourselves in trouble trying to point out their mistakes to them. So i shut my mouth and waited till i could alight the bus, but it so happens that that little girl alighted at the same stop. As small and petite as she seemed, she sure acted big. Like people always say, "Do not judge a book by it's cover". How true that is! These kind of people are such a disgrace to their race, that's how i feel since I'm of the same race. But thankfully I do not look like my race thanks to me being mix blood. It is so annoying when people have the misconceptions that all malays behave as such when it is just the minority. I'll be damned if the people thought the one shouting on the bus was me as apparently a small girl like her seems so innocent. Looks can be so deceiving. These people should just wake up and realize that their wasting their youths and disgracing their school and parents at the same time since they could not care less about disgracing themselves.

Talking about that only spoils my mood.
So i have not been blogging like god knows how long. It's already March and I'm in the midst of common test. I bet tomorrow's going to be a killer day, with A Maths and Bio together. But the good thing is, it's a sign that common test is coming to an end and March holidays would be coming! How time flies... sooner or later it will be the time to sit for 'O' Levels. *sighs*...
Good luck to everyone for the A Maths paper tomorrow!
I will try to continue blogging if I have something to say or just want to vent my frustrations.
So until next time....

2010-01-07T18:55:00.002+08:00

today's the seventh day of the brand new year and it's back to school for me. new school building, new system. we're having the homeroom system. i dislike my form class seating arrangement. it's so freaking hard just to get out of the damn seat. it's not like i grew fatter or anything but the arrangement is as though your surrounded at the sides that you have to push your chair all the way out as in very far back from the table just to get out of the damn seat. lessons today were pretty normal i guess. i'm sure this year will pass pretty fast too with 'o' levels and such. had 2 straight hours of eng today and will be having 2 straight hours of bio tomorrow. i guess its not that bad plus the homeroom system seems to be working well so far. ouh yeah, canteen's packed to the brim during recess and there are hardly enough seats to accomodate everyone plus the queues would be damn long. food and drink prices are still okay i guess. so, that would be all for now.

2009-12-31T22:43:00.004+08:00

it's the last day of the year already.

went out with my mum and sis to buy new shoes for next year which is only like less than 1 and a half hours away..... ouh my gosh! i so can wait for 2010 to come. anyway bought new shoes. went to have lunch after that at the food court there. bought lunch for my dad and than we headed home. not much to blog about actually cause i skip the details plus it doesn't make any difference anyway since my blog has been like long dead. so i'll try to update more i guess but i think i will only post like what once or twice in a month? so yeah that's all.

2009-12-05T21:49:00.002+08:00

haven't been blogging much. time sure is passing by real quick, it's december and i have yet to finish my holiday assignments. Was sick for the pass few days, had high fever. still have the cough though and i'm soo gonna lose my voice. missed quite a number of meetings and work. watched New Moon today with my sis and mum. It was way better than twilight. sad to say but taylor lautner is way hotter than robert pattinson! taylor lautner has a hot body y'all! woohoo team jacob! still support team edward too cause i know how the story will end.hahas... :D lols okay... this shall be the end of my post.

2009-11-07T22:46:00.002+08:00

so... i've been like on facebook throughout the whole of today. actually nt really. went to my uncle's house this morning cause my sis wanted to borrow some winter clothes as she will be going to China in later this month for her CIP. played with my cousins for a while, ate lunch there also. headed home after that and well yea been on facebook since then but have stop not too long ago. i'm like seriously rotting at home during these holidays especially the weekends, sure there's homework to do but seriously i don't feel like doing any, at least not yet. my sources of entertainment for these hols are so limited e.g using the computer, watching tv, read, do homework. haiz... such a boring weekend plus it's like only the saturday....

2009-11-01T12:56:00.002+08:00

what is his freaking problem?! throwing a tantrum yet again like nobody's business. making it seem as though everything is our fault when it is freaking not. i hate it when he's in one of his bloody freaking moodswings, raising his voice and throwing things around for no god damn reason. he should be thankful he has a family who always tolerate with his bloody nonsense every single time. he just spoils everybody's mood and blame us when we merely show him the attitude he is showing us. like can't he see for himself where the problems coming from?!

2009-10-29T20:27:00.002+08:00

so today is the last day of school for us sec 3s. so did CIP through out the whole day of school today. got back report book. results are like so bleh, it was like so not up to my expectations but i kinda expected it since i really was not into studying for end year especially maths. so school's out but not for me since i have maths extra lessons and council farewell prep to help out in. i have a feeling that i'm gonna fall sick soon cause the flu bug is so not leaving me alone. okay so that's all for now i guess....

2009-10-17T17:29:00.002+08:00

hmmm..... so exams are about to finish. yays!! 2 more papers to go. but the bad thing is a maths is one of those papers. gawd... i am so gonna screw the paper man. after those 2 papers will have to stay back for exco and mass meeting plus start prep for farewell. busybusy. lucky there's like 2 days of break after the last day of exams. i'll try to update my blog but there's really nothing to write since everyday is just like any other day, same routines and same amount of boredom... hahas..

2009-10-06T17:38:00.002+08:00

I would like to say thanks to the people who wished me happy birthday. and also thanks for the wonderful gifts nt forgetting those AWESOME birthday bashes! woots! i finally gt paramore's latest album thanks to the double A's. hahas.. thanks anna for the cute soft toy, thanks catherine for the huge card and cute notebooks and thanks clara and beverly for the cards. nt forgetting tzu liang who gave me an advance birthday gift plus a birthday bash. weeee..... i'm gonna start listening to brand new eyes soon!! that's all for now!!

2009-10-06T04:21:00.002+08:00

it's been so long since i last blogged. it's like going to be the end of year soon with exams coming up in which the holidays will follow which is the good part. so must mug my hearts out before i can finally relax. exams starts this friday. Good luck to everyone for their upcoming exams!!
Seeing that my blog is dead, it will remain like this with certain signs of life with the few posts that comes now and again. that's all for now.

2009-09-06T21:13:00.003+08:00

hmm... so i haven't updated this blog for like a very long time.
YESTERDAY
was like the official start of the super short september holidays. went for a forensic science application workshop at SP. it was the first lesson. quite interesting. had lecture and tutorial for the first half of the day until lunch time. after lunch, had the practical which was more fun. did some experiment on steroids.
TODAY
went out with eldora, yuan ning and beverly to the cathay to watch band slam. nice movie, quite funny also. O.o yea we missed the 1.20pm show so had to catch the second show at 3.30pm. meanwhile we had like over an hour plus to waste away. we went to get lunch. eldora bought a new yorker pizza, yuan ning bought lasagne and beverly bought cheese fries and dan dan mian. hahas.... after lunch, we walked around, took loads of photos. so... after the movie, beverly actually wanted to go far east but she couldn't make it at the last minute coz she needed to be home. then the rest of us went to plaza sing's arcade. stayed there for quite some time. played the basketball game and others. and yea i soooo suck at datona... like wth! yuan ning gt first followed by dora nad me as last... hahas. headed to comics connection after that. yn and dora was like looking for boys over flowers things. followed dora to daiso after that to get something and then headed home.

THAT'S ALL FOR NOW I GUESS.... WILL TRY TO UPLOAD BUT MAYBE NOT MUCH DURING THIS HOLS SEEING THAT IT'S PACKED TO THE BRIM. xD

2009-08-03T19:42:00.000+08:00

so it's been like a few weeks since i last updated. anyways busy with preparation for teachers' day. had the second day of auditions today. was quite okay. quite a number of people went through. had malay test today, was damn difficult. ss test was quite okay. hmm.. nt much else to write abt so yea... that's it for now.

2009-07-17T15:34:00.002+08:00

Finally updating my blog after like i don't know how long. So, we had Racial Harmony Day Celebration today. had class party, and i took a whole lot of photos and of course including people's most unglam moments. the celebration was quite okay although we couldn't have mass gathering due to the H1N1. So, we had a small scale gathering instead. O.o and the fashion show was the fun part. hmm.. after the whole celebration, we took an excos photo along with our mentors. So yeah that's all for today. I'll try to update often if i can.... :]

2009-06-24T18:44:00.003+08:00

went back to school again today for the youth day carnival preparation. in the end didn't do much. helped hafiqah do her class proposal which they haven't completed yet. shuqi and amalinah was there helping also. than shu qi kept laughing like crazy then all of us also started laughing. after that walked to the traffic light there with hafiqah then i saw amalinah at the bus stop cause she left slightly earlier than us but in the end my bus came first. went to meet tzu liang and ms liang at junction 8. went for lunch and movie together. asked shu qi to come join ask but she dont want to. so than we took like super long to decide what we wanna eat and what we wanna watch. in the end we ate at pizza hut and watched transformers revenge of the fallen. i will not write all the details because than i'll be dead cause someone did something silly. hahas.. i will not say who but the person should get what i mean. anyway had quite an interesting day. so that's all for now. thank you ms liang and tzu liang for just now. xDD

2009-06-15T12:11:00.002+08:00

was not feeling well yesterday. down with the high fever. my temperature's been going up and down like some roller coaster ride. still down with the fever. hmm.... that's all for today. i have nothing much to write about anyway.

2009-06-09T19:50:00.004+08:00

had exco and mass meeting today. exco meeting ended like at 9 plus going to 10. went to eat before we went for mass meeting. had our short cluster meeting to get contact numbers and stuff. after all the meetings, went to lunch with eldora at amk central. then accompanied her to popular. we couldn't find her name tag thingy when it was like just right in front of our eyes. hahas.. went home after that. in the bus we were like talking about horror/thriller movies.... hahaha. didn't do any assignments today... haiz.. but get cracking soon.. okay, that's all for today i guess.

2009-06-08T21:55:00.004+08:00

jessica's birthday is today. went out with her, anna and ashiqah. the queue at the cinema was like so freaking long. we took our time to decide what show we wanted to watch. ended up watching night at the museum 2. the movie was quite funny. after that went to eat lunch at mac's. hmm... was so freakin' bored and all of us were like in no rush to go anywhere so after that we intruded ashiqah's house. crash it and burn it... lol just joking... went to her house watched yes man. the show ended like at 5.59pm on the dot. so after that we all went home. so yea... mass meeting's tomorrow plus exco's meeting in the morning. after tomorrow i won't have to go back to school anymore during the holidays. but i'll be boring myself out sitting at home with the pile of homework still untouched yet... haiz... okayz. that's all for today.

2009-06-06T16:37:00.006+08:00

hmm... today's pretty much a boring day. started on bio holiday assignment already but haven't completed it yet. planning to go get jessica's birthday present tomorrow. anyway there's nothing much i can talk about today cause it's just plain boring. he's finally out of the house. like finally!! damn there doesn't seem to be any peace around when he's around.just when i thought i had some peace...he comes back. sighs... this thing never seems to end. when it really do ends, it will be when he's really changed (which will only happen when pigs can fly), or when i'm dead. it will truly be a miracle if all of this changes.

2009-06-05T21:44:00.002+08:00

went back to school today for a memorizing and note taking workshop. it was quite fun. the instructor was quite funny. learnt something from it too. anyway holidays been okay so far. went back to school for the past few days. council mass meeting will be on next tues. so after that, there won't be a need for me to go back to school anymore until school reopens. so yea.... haven't started on any holiday assignments yet. planning to start tomorrow i guess since i have nothing else to do. will update on mon, if i remember that is.

2009-05-29T21:40:00.002+08:00

today school started at 8am. went to sch to collect holiday assignments and report book.
results were quite okay i guess. after that, we were dismissed at 9am. went to hand in consent form and waited for eldora. brenda, eldora and me went to buy bubble tea after that. brenda went home and me and eldora went to watch movie at amk hub. she couldn't decide whether want to watch monster vs alien or dance subaru so in the end we landed watching monster vs alien. was quite nice and funny. after that we went home. went to ate dinner with my mum at around 7 plus. the food was like so much. couldn't eat finish and felt quite bloated after that. so yea... holidays are officially here but there's still school to attend with remedials and other stuff to go to. my holidays are soo gonna be over before it even started with so many holiday homework plus school to attend. i guess that's all for today. will try to update more often seeing that my blog is like so dead.

2009-05-28T22:12:00.002+08:00

came back from camp yesterday. camp was quite okay. had fun during sing-a-long. came home from camp, went to shower then slept. so today, had free day. it was quite okay. watched the rest play volleyball. took loads of candid shots. watched ms lam played volleyball with brenda and tzu liang they all. sat there and took pictures. then the ball hit my head thanks to someone... hahas. took mrt with tzu liang and brenda to serangoon then went to central to buy bubble tea with brenda and went home. that's all for today i guess.

2009-05-18T19:09:00.002+08:00

i think i'm like so gonna fail a maths. did horribly, had a lot of questions i wasn't quite sure of. physics paper was quite okay. didn't had any problems but will surely have a lot of careless mistakes. tomorrow is mt paper. okays... i have nothing else to write about. shall try to continue updating my blog.

2009-05-13T20:27:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is the continuation of the mid year exams. today was just like any other schooling day. stayed back after school today to clean the council room. after that followed eldora to popular at jubilee to buy her chinese e-dictionary. bought ice cream and went home. that's all for today. will try to update often.

2009-04-26T17:34:00.002+08:00

yesterday:
woke up at 7. went to religious class but was still late. it actuactually starts at 7am.
after that went home, slack a bit. met zul at amk mrt station then went to my sis school for some performance called Semarak Temasek. it was quite interesting to watch and the dikir barat was nice to watch too. went to have dinner with my mum and went home.....

slept quite late ytd so i woke up late today also.... did some homework but still haven't finish yet. left a bit more. planning of camp is still ongoing and mid year is just around the corner. ok that's it for now.

2009-04-08T18:39:00.002+08:00

thank god the rally is finally over. was damn nervous. besides the rally nothing much happen.
first was maths then chem. had to leave midway during chem to prepare for the rally. only went back to class during social studies period. did some project work thing. but before that, something happened. don't wanna say what it is but most people should know already. went for staff meeting after that for a short while. catherine explained about the YDC thing. after that went to clean up council room the whole area outside was wet cause shi lin, brenda and me were washing the cupboard shelves. went home. tired....zzzzz that's all for today i guess.

2009-04-01T18:06:00.003+08:00

tired... been sleeping late this past few days and been waking up so early =.=
has been so long since i last blogged. today was normal like any school day.
brenda,eldora and me took part in the short skit by act3 just now during the upper sec assembly. eldora split some green tea on the table.. hahas. besides that nothing much interesting happen. fooled quite a number of people today coz its april fool's day. lol. suppose to go for mass meeting today but didn't coz went to zhonghua primary but turn out to be the wrong place.no such teacher there and no such event. then found out that it was suppose to be at yangzhen. went there instead. haiz... lucky it's the right place but turns out the sports fiesta is on the 8th and i can't make it coz have something on in school T.T. went back after that. waited for 76 for quite long and the freakin' people at the back of the bus make so much noise. so i guess that's it for today. might be sleeping l8 again today or maybe not.....

2009-03-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

haven't been blogging for quite some time now. finished common test on friday.
woke up and found out i was sick and still haven't recover yet. sighs....
found out brenda is also sick and we are like having the same symptoms.. shilin's
also sick... haiz. so hopefully will get better by mon. brenda and shilin get well soon!!!

2009-02-20T23:08:00.003+08:00

reached home at around 8.30 today. went to njc. learnt about DNA thingy. was quite interesting actually. used dunno how many pairs of gloves man and their pipette is like so much better larh. besides that, today at school was quite like any other school day i guess. that's all for today. short and simple. hahas xDD

2009-02-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

came back from family day today. family day was quite fun i guess. didn't play mass games cause was busy bbq-ing. only played water bomb. didn't watch much of movie marathon. was talking to ariena and adilah. the ava room was quite cold and people were sleeping in dere.slept at 3 plus am. woke up at like 5.30 i think. then was dismissed at arnd 8.30. came home, bathe and pratically lepak-ed. hahas ok that's it for now.

2009-01-29T18:21:00.003+08:00

mrs toh didn't come again so we didn't do anything for maths today. stayed back after school to help anna and shikay with their survey thingy. ok today was pretty boring, nearly fell asleep in class.that's it about today but i'll talk about yesterday.

yesterday went to watch soccer match, singapore vs jordan. went with my sis and her friends. one of my sis friend lost his puma jacket. wasted man. soccer match was quite ok singapore won 2-1. after soccer match, we all went to eat at a nearby shopping mall.it was at night so the mall was quite empty nad most shops were close. while looking for a place to eat in the mall, a guy just suddenly came up to my sis friend and ask for her name and number. then we went to kfc toeat. after we ate, we walked back to kallang mrt which was like quite a distance away. on the way, sooks, one of my sis friendkept telling fridge jokes. it was damn funny. we all laugh like crazy. mariam and sooks(both my sis friends) were like super hyper, they acted like some drunkards, laughing all the way. reached home at about 11 plus nearly 12.i showered and did whats left of my homework and went to sleep at around 1am.

2009-01-26T22:06:00.002+08:00

came back from house visitting like at around 9.30pm. tomorrow is the second day of chinese new year and the day after have to go back to school. haven't done much homework yet. still left two more. don't feel like doing. darn it. okay that's all for today.

2009-01-25T22:47:00.002+08:00

just came back from reunion dinner. im still so stuffed. ate to many prawns. hehe. okay yay tomorrow is chinese new year. woohoo! more goodies to come which also means more weight to gain hahas. so must exercise after cnyto lose the extra baggage. hehehe. anyway HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone!!! May you have loads of hong baos. hehes. xDDD!!

2009-01-20T20:43:00.002+08:00

today was like any normal day. started of with pe did shuttle run. maths and the day goes on. brenda went home during recess cause she sprained her ankle. came home from school. rested awhile then went to meet my sis and mum at j8. bought a long sleeve shirt. my sis then went to town to meet her friend and me and my mum went back to amk. returned library books and bought a cd. so yea thats it for today.

2009-01-19T16:59:00.002+08:00

3f classroom got splattered with raw egg and soy sauce. it stink like crazy and 3f had to had their lessons in the library. besides that, today was pretty much like any other day. started of with pe, did push ups for the whole period. maths then english followed by recess. then was ce, discussed about the class tee and preparation for teacher's day. after ce was chem followed by malay. had a test for malay. so yea i guess that's it.

2009-01-16T20:17:00.002+08:00

it's been like a long time since i last posted something. school's back to the usual.
last day of doing announcement today. the day pratically flew by. have homework
to be done. nothing interesting happen today so yea. nothing new ever happens.
it's always the same old same old. so i guess that's it for now. might continue posting
but not everyday or it'll be the boring same thing.

2008-12-01T11:50:00.002+08:00

went escape theme park yesterday. my sis got free tix. weeee... it was damn fun. we met my elder sis dere wif some ofher friends then we went onto the boat ride. it was slightly scary.. hahs. next we went onto something like a mini rollercoaster ride, was nicebut back aching. then we went on another ride which i dunno what it's called. went to the haunted house next, was okay but we all kept screaming all the way through. then got one part nearing the end got this person dressed as a pontianak just 'pop' out like that then all of us screamed and ran for the exit. hahas.when we came out we were laughing like crazy. went for the 'flying' ride next, was so nice could have fallen asleep on it man. went to grab a bite and continued to our last ride coz was arnd 6 plus by then. went to the go kart part waited for some time. we went to the advancedtrack instead of the beginner one. it was damn fun!! we reached home at abt 10 plus if i'm nt wrong.
going for council bbq later. that's all for now.

2008-11-29T22:48:00.003+08:00

yesterday was a damn tiring day. shikay,kimberly,brenda and me worked at the expo giving out flyers during the sitex fair. brenda and kimberly left at 4pm. then left me and shikay. we saw mr choong, our sec 1 lit teacher. he was with a lady, most probably his girlfriend or something... hahas... both shikay and my legs were aching like crazy. at around 7 like that, we went to have dinner with her mum who came. 9pm the sitex fair ended and we went home. hmm... then nothing much happened today. went for religious class in the morn. went to eat dinner with my family at banquet and that's about it.

2008-11-25T13:33:00.002+08:00

damn, i'm so bored. hols are here but there's nothing to do. dont feel like doing homework either. and there's also no nice shows to watch on tv.... argh! anyway, juz receive my edusave scholarship letter today. YAY! hahs... and i'm still so boredddd... zzz
there's nothing interesting to write about so i guess i'll end here for today.

2008-11-17T19:21:00.004+08:00

followed my mum to ntuc this afternoon. came back, wait for my second sis before going to amk hub. she was waiting for her fried while i was meeting my friends. went to watch movie with shikay, fiqie n elaine. wanted towatch madagascar 2 at first but the 3.30pm show had such lousy seats cause the good ones were gone so we ended up watching hsm 3. saw some peicaians which shikay they all know.then saw another adilahand after awhile saw yali. so coincidental keep seeing so many people we know. after the movie ended, followed elaine to buy her bread. spotted someone wearing the same shirt as fiqie but fiqie kept saying it's not the same. hahs.. after that we all went home.. so ya.

that's all for today. xDDD

2008-11-14T11:34:00.002+08:00

the farewell party was yesterday. came early to finish our final preparations. had some problems but it was okay in the end. at around 4pm,the farewell party started with some icebreakers. after that the graduating seniors went to the hall to ate their dinner and watch the video. then it was the junior performance. first was the dance followed by the other group which was singing. then it was our turn. it went smoothly i guess.... then the excos sang and we had the mass singing followed by the giving out of certificates to the graduating seniors.then the sec 2s went to gave out the gifts to the graduating seniors. after that was the shaking of hands and hugging session.
some of the sec 1s cried. took some photos also. said our goodbyes and left. some of us including some gradutaing seniors went to the prata house. at the prata house, we ask one of the guy in the shop to help us take picture. then theguy took our picture already then he said that dinali was very niceso he went to take picture only of din. tania was like 'can you take a picture of us and not only her'. the guy ask din if she was from india then she said no. all of us started laughing and tania kept calling her the indian girl. it was a lot of fun at the prate house. we laughed and laughed like crazy. after paying we left. eldora, gina and me saw the bus across the road then we ran across the road and we manged to catch the bus.

okay that's all for today i guess.... xDDD

2008-11-11T20:45:00.002+08:00

went for council again today.saw some kittens in school... damn cute larh..
after council, waited with marissa,brenda and fatin under the block for yan yue but she never came out. landed me and brenda ate ice cream then both our shirts also got ice cream marl... hahas... then brenda's mum came and fetch her. awhile later, the other 3 of us walked to the bus stop. i reached my side the bus stop already then marissa and fatin still at the traffic light and marissa was dancing with the paper she was holding AT the traffic light... hahas xDD

okay that's all for today i guess.... xDDD

2008-11-08T17:41:00.002+08:00

today is such a boring day. me and my sis went down to buy a bottle of coke.
so retarded larh can the bottle cannot open. my sis even used the hammer.
hahas.... so bored... nothing to do. farewell's coming nearer and there's a council bbq at pasir ris on the 1st. oh ya... by the way, i got into class 3e next year which is the same class as brenda,catherine,firdaus and loads more people and i'm taking lit next year also.

okay, i guess that's it for today... xDD

2008-11-07T20:28:00.002+08:00

today as per normal went for council. after the juniors left, sok hong,yan yue,janice,fatin,brenda,tania,catherine,rasimah and me went to go buy frozen yoghurt. simah went back to sch first. then sok hong,yan yue and tania went to go eat prata. me,fatin,brenda,catherine and janice stayed at the yoghurt shop to finish our yoghurt. we talked and talked and talked until even sok hong,yan yue and tania finish eating and saw us STILL in the shop. hahas... the five of us who stayed behing at the frolicks aka the yoghurt shop ate don't how many cups of yoghurt until catherine got the achievement card.. hahas.. xDD

ok, that's it for today.... xDDDD

2008-11-06T19:30:00.002+08:00

came back from school quite late today..
finally manage to learn the jumpstyle.
so damn tired....

nothing to write already...so that's it for today.

2008-10-28T14:22:00.002+08:00

holidays are here and i'm dying of boredommmmmmmmm!!!!
have quite a number of holiday homeworks but i don't feel like doing them.
sad cannot go for the hong kong trip with the people in the SWAP thingy.
thinking of changing blogskin sometime soon since i have nothing else better to do.
preparation for farewell has not started yet. i guess when it starts, i'll be less bored.
will most probably continue to update cuase i have nothing to do....
haiz.. okay that's it for now. until next time.......

2008-10-27T18:01:00.002+08:00

it's been so long since i last posted. council camp was fun especially the junior camp. but the debriefs during the camp was damn long.
gt back from camp. found out end year results, did quite okay only i guess...
this morn woke up at 7, went to bishan park to exercise with my family. doing monkey bar half way then got blister. still stinging though. after that went home.... nothing to do so surf the net...
was so bored...haiz... and am still bored.... okay i guess i'll try to update this blog since i'm like so free nowadays.......

okay, that's it for today.....

2008-09-16T21:03:00.002+08:00

been busy mugging and doing homework.. plan to change blogskin soon. most probably after exams. girls basketball rematch is tomorrow. hope we can so well. today, school was per normal.
practiced basketball during enrichment and was so freaking tired after that. after school
walked to the bus stop with shikay and anna. while walking, shikay saw this cat, she wanted to pet it but it ran away. came home, was searching for my extra watch cause the one i'm using the belt practically tore. still can use though, the tear wasn't that big. found a watch my primary school friend gave me. was wiping it when it suddenly crumbled in my hand. it broke into so many pieces. threw away the belt but i saved the face of the watch or whatever you call it.

okay... i guess this is it for today... [:

2008-09-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

reached school at the normal timing today. school went on like any normal day. first two periods were project work. didn't do much work except for the discussion for the forum thingy for the SWAP people. then was maths, we had to do a practice paper which is due on mon. then was recess followed by two periods of science. then was literature. last period was english. forgot that i was suppose to type out the essay but luckily mdm leck say give her on mon. after school, went with anna to ask ms toh question. then walked to the bus stop and went home. i practically lepak-ed when i came home.

okay that's all for today.

2008-09-09T18:37:00.003+08:00

hey... haven't been blogging for quite some time now. term 4's started already and exams are just round the corner. have to start working harder,no more slacking... will try to update if there is time.

today:
hmm.. during form teacher period just found out that the new timetable which was given to us started today -.-'' form teacher gave wrong info. then was malay, had to do a compre on Hang Tuah.... next, geography, heard that we have a new teacher but the teacher didn't turn up. recess, tried to finish my art but couldn't. after recess was science, learnt about atoms and ions. then was enrichment. we played basketball cause they said we are suppose to have a rematch of the girls match next wed. i practically suck at basketball. never play for so long...
then was english.did finish the worksheet teacher gave with enough time to finish my art with elaine's help that is. after school, suppose to have maths remedial but last minute cancel cause ms toh had to be the invigilator or something like that cannot remember clearly. she gave us worksheet to do as homework. went to council room to put my back then went to the free day meeting. thought we were late then me and catherine ran. trun out we weren't late and it was just a sorta consultation.after that went back to council room. stayed for awhile and left.

okay thats it... was not a very interesting day today....

2008-08-15T18:54:00.002+08:00

school was normal...had to stand at the podium there during assembly cause i need to say the morning announcement next week which i don't want to... -.-'' then jennica gave us the list of people performing for teacher's day so we could write our script. first two periods were english, had to do the composition test..chose question 2. then was maths also had a test more likely a quiz on probability. then we had recess cause mdm faridah swap one of her period to recess time. next two periods were science. did an experiment on salts again. apparently, our previous experiment sorta failed so we did another experiment which is some what similar as the salt which is produced is the same just that we used a different material. then was geog, mdm yusma n our vp was suppose to come in to observe but only mdm yusma came as vp had something on. played a game to recap on what we learnt. after geog was lit. got back our previous lit test. did quite okay for this test. then ms oei went through the test answers. after school, had to stay back awhile to rehearse for the sungei buloh presentation next week. after that, went to eat lunch with clara, then went to council room and slack. sok hong was super duper high. she and sinyan was acting so crazy. after that walked to the bus stop with sok hong. nearly miss the bus but lucky i ran for it.

okay...that's all for today!! xDDD
weeeeeee... oh ya cikgu still haven't inform us if tomorrow got the bengkel or not.
haizzzzz.....[:

2008-08-14T16:56:00.002+08:00

didn't blog yesterday cause was too tired... yesterday, class restaurant was quite okay..
quite a number of teachers showed up.. some people paid but never turn up...-.-"
ms lam came quite late then she say i look like the coffee bean waitress.....-.-
after the restaurant had to wash up then not much people helping out in the kitchen there so we were like quite slow in washing up then they keep on rushing us... after that went home and i brought home one of the dry ice which catherine bought.

today school was okay... had geog in the first two periods.. i was quite dead then... and magg didn't come...T.T then was maths, had to do the sail task. recess. english, had to do group work. then was science, did an experiment on salts. then was malay had to do the newspaper article the kefahaman. finished on time. after school, me, catherine,clara and shikay went to 2e's mexican restaurant. got a small packet of marshmallows as door gift. the food was yummylicious.
was damn irritating cause the other people keep on taking pictures then got the flash.

okay that's all for today.. will update tomorrow... xDD

2008-08-12T20:38:00.002+08:00

woah! its been like so long since i last posted. class' restaurant is tomorrow. been busy helping out. school was like normal. this morning there were like 4 kittens in the drain and the assembly area. the kittens were so freaking cute... first two periods were mother tongue, did some kefahaman thingy. then was maths, got back the maths test. did quite okay need to improve though. then was recess. followed by science which was chemistry's turn. learnt about bases. then was enrichment. then was project work, finished writting my script for the power point presentation. finish editing also. then after school, helped out with the class decor for the restaurant. went back at around 4.15 pm. catherine asked me to help bake the brownie. now im so damn freaking tired manage to bake only 2 instead of 3. feel like sleeping....zzzzzz...tireddddddd

okay that's all for today... so freakin tired....
hope to update tomorrow as well...

2008-07-28T19:14:00.002+08:00

school was as usual, first two periods had malay, had the test not that easy....
then was geog, teacher taught us about transportation and communication.
then was assembly, had the talk on heart strings day........
then went to sungei buloh...
did nothing much, just slack over there.. came back school take our stuff and went back home.

nothing interesting happened....
okay that's all..

2008-07-25T20:07:00.002+08:00

first period was eng, mdm leck went through the worksheets we did yesterday. then was maths, got back maths test paper, did quite ok. then next was science, went thorugh the workbook. then was recess, ashiqah wnated to know what the meaning of kewujudan was then i ask rasimah help me ask cikgu then she really did plus she said i wanted to know and when she said that she practically shouted my name so loudly... then some more all the sec 1s was there... -.-" then was science again, did a worksheet. then was geography got back test paper, did quite ok also. then was lit, ms oei nvr come then some more got test... think i'm gonna fail....

then after school went to find ms toh about the family day thingy then she dont allow catherine and ashiqah to take part cause they got softball practice. then helped ashiqah call cikgu but she not in. then went council room to put bag, then went down to buy food. went up to council room to eat. when i came out again i saw cikgu going back.... stayed at the council room chatting away. then we left at around 3 i think cannot remember exactly. saw that i was gonna miss the traffic light and th bus so i just crossed and walked faster hoping to catch the bus which i did. at the bus stop i saw our geog teacher. she said bye to me twice cause her bus was behind then i only replied on the second time she said bye cause i was looking at the bus which i was suppose to take which stopped already.

okay that's all for today..
hope to continue updating this blog of mine...xDD

2008-07-23T18:55:00.002+08:00

haizzzzzz........ i'm sooo bloody tired.. slept like only 1 or 2 hours...zzzzz
went to sch per normal.. it started raining just before morning assembly.
first 3 periods were home econs.. made the triffle.. could do it anyway we wanted it to be. mine was like so sucky lar can. then was maths like nromal nothing really interesting happened.
then was pe something happened but i don't wanna say what. then was recess. ate my triffle.
it tasted quite okay lar. then was maths again had the set notation and venn diagrams test. gahh... then was art. anna,shikay n me kept laughing like siao. then school finish, i went for detetion duty. wasn't really needed there so i went down to buy food then went council room and ate. suprisingly i ate quite a lot today.hahs.. might grow fat one of these days. was so bored.. janice,mei ping and sok hong wanted to go down to buy fruits. so i went down with them. then we stayed at the canteen for quite some time chatting away. then we went home.

okay that's all for today... xDD
PS: brenda/brenston/bone get well soon!!!

2008-07-22T22:10:00.002+08:00

what the hell do you think you're doing?!? it's gonna kill you one of these days!
hurting her so often yet you're still going back to those ways. she's already been so patient.
what more do you want??? she thought of you always, she worries for you, she always
does things for you but what do you give her...hurt?sadness? all the tears she shed.. was it
all for who you are now?! were you really change? how long are you gonna stay on like this?
how long more do you want to make her cry?! will you PLEASE start changing??? i know you still care but why do you act as if you dont? can you for once at least see that it is you who need
to change, not us , not anyone of us but YOU! dont you get it? its gonna get you one of these days or maybe im wrong, it already got you! we might also be hurting deep down inside but we just dont show it.. maybe we might just explode one of these days..but she has already exploded. its just that you dont know! she cant bear it anymore, she's been patient with you for far too long. everytime she shares with us her feelings, she always cries.. even if we talk to you, will you listen? what can we do to make you change? you always tell us that we're like robots who needs a push of a button to move but what about you? do you really want something unexpected to happen before you change? what in the world are you waiting for? are those friends of yours more important than us? when will you start treasuring her....
the tears she shed,the tears we shed.....
when will we see the truth behind these lies....
i hope this is not the real truth...about you
please start realising this hurt that you're causing...
dont make us do something silly that you'll regret...
i know you're not heartless cause you still care for us but will you please show it in a more positive way.......

there's still more kept inside...
uncertain if these emotions should remain there, be released or...

2008-07-21T18:18:00.002+08:00

today is racial harmony day... went to school per normal wearing school uniform.
reached school wait for ashiqah to come then i went to change.
school started out like any other day with the morning assembly, ft and so on.
first period was malay, had the karangan test. then we keep asking each other how to say blahblahblah in malay. hahs so not like a test at all.... after that was geography, didnt study much just recap. then the lower assembly period swap with project work so ms sae came in. we didnt do anything just some phototaking. after that was the lower assembly, the sec 1s had the fashion parade or something like that. cant really remember (thanks to my short term...).
then we had the food fiesta in the canteen. took loads of photos. took photos with ms haiza also...xDD. then after that they say must go council room at 12 for phototaking then we go there also do nothing lor...... zzzz.... went back to class, had some attendance taking thingy and then was dismissed. feels so weird going home early cause normally got detention duty then today dont have. walked to the bus stop with rasimah. reached home at around two like that.

okay..that's all for today.. hahs xDD
PS:bone your fated one wore the same colour as you..hehes

2008-07-10T19:16:00.002+08:00

woke up at 4 this morning. revised science,decided to fast today to pay back.
after that went back to sleep. woke up later at around 5. 50am. got ready for school.
went to school like usual. dang! it wasn't raining so had to say the pledge at the podium,
in front of so many people. so scary to look at the people cause the're like practicaly starring right at you. phew.. but luckily it wasn't all that bad cause i didn't say wrongly.
first two periods was geography, studied for i think about 15 mins then we played a game
which was called land auction or something, can't really remember though.
next was maths. then recess, was fasting so yeah. then next was english followed by sci.
then was malay, cikgu was like so pissed then she cooled down (somehow). school ended but
still had to go for detention duty. all the duty people never turn up. after that went home.

okay that's all for today......xD

2008-07-04T17:37:00.002+08:00

first two periods was english, went thorugh the worksheet. then maths went through one of the worksheet also. then was science. recess then science again. than was geography followed by literature. practically no one bothered to pay attention, keep on talking like nobody's business like that. want to listen also cannot. then we crashed one of the buses to go to paya lebar methodists girls school. went there found out where i was suppose to stand and then we went home.

ok... thats it

2008-07-02T23:49:00.002+08:00

home econs, cook some turkish rice called pilav. couldn't eat it cause the chicken broth wasn't halal, so gave my share to anna. after that was maths went through some corrections. then was pe for 1 hour, did the softball batting thingy. then recess.. maths again, had the algebra test. i think i'm soo gonna fail it. then was art had to do the sketching thingy. then end school. went to detention there again. sok hong was being so hyper. went home at around 4 plus i think(can't really remember). nothing interesting happened today.so i guess i'll end here. gonna go eat dinner now....

2008-06-30T16:55:00.002+08:00

first period was malay did some corrections and stuff. then was geog, followed by assembly and recess. project work then cme. after school went to the canteen put bag then go detention room there a short while then went to eat lunch. did a little bit of science. then 2.oopm went to the hall before going to the science lab for the science practical assessment aka spa. it wasn't that hard. had something to do with graphs and torchlight. fininsh e spa already then we walked to the bus stop at shikay's house there. the vending machine cheat my feeling. press for the twix then come out skittles. like walau eh!. then went to the bus stop and waited for the bus.

okay...that's it for today.

2008-06-25T22:21:00.002+08:00

home econs, me n anna finish our design thingy. we also kept laughing non stop. then was maths, celebrated the may n june ppl birthday. then had 1 hour of pe followed by recess. maths again then was art, got new teacher called ms kavitha like -.-" then ms haiza never came in coz she go relief some othr class. after that went for detention duty. was so freaking bored. walked to the bus stop with cassandra. was so damn bloody freakin tired coz lack of sleep. was like a zombie. went online and some people decided to pull such a freakin non-funny prank when i was like so bloody freakin tired already. some othr people also decided to pull a prank on e phone which was like wtf. didnt bother then just hang up.

am still very tired..... ahhhh
and i knew who pulled that prank..and they are so gonna be bloody dead
just you guys wait!!!

2008-06-24T21:29:00.002+08:00

went to school,found out the new seating arrangement. luck i'm still seating at the back but just a little closer to the door then beside me is magdalene.first period was malay,then don't know why today cikgu so happy. laughed so hard during malay class. after that was maths, had this group discussion. after that was recess, anna,ashiqah n me all drained out cause laugh too much in malay class. we were walking back to class from the canteen then there were like around 30 dollars scattered on the floor in the basketball court there, ashiqah tried chasing after the boy who dropped it but he went up so fast. anna picked up the money and i helped return it.then was science. after that was enrichment, so bloody boring cause we had nothing to do. then after that some more mdm leck don't know why never come then she gave us work to do.ms haiza was the relief teach. finished then ms haiza gave out some word search. weeeee managed to complete it a few minutes before the bell rang. went to detention class there for a while. then went for remedial. after that was home sweet home.

okay....that will be all for today
sighs... there's always a problem at home...

2008-06-20T23:07:00.002+08:00

today had the sungei buloh art workshop for 5 hrs. yesterday also the same. then keep on painting and painting. fin at 5 waited for the express bus. no space so had to stand. after that went home. reached home at about 7. was so damn freaking tired. fell asleep on the couch until about 9 like that. now still havent eat dinner.. haiz ok shall stop here and go eat dinner. still gt to go the workshop tomorrow.

2008-06-06T21:30:00.002+08:00

today went out with my second sis and one of her friends to watch movie. we watched kungfu panda. it was damn funny but also very nice. i didn't had to pay coz my sis say she treating me. hahhas. but actually we wenated to go for the 1 plus show but than the tickets sold put so fast lik e water coming out of a tap. so we had no choice but to catch the show after that which the tickets was also selling out fast but we manage to buy them. it was the 2.55 show so we had to wait for another hour. so we went to macs to eat lunch. my sis bought a brownie from there which was like $4.10 for 1 slice! ok so we sat there for about an hour then went back to the cinema. the show was quite short, it was like 1 hr 30 mins...somewhere aropund there. after that we went around window shopping. her friend said he wanted to look at shoes at IP zone so we went there awhile. then my sis saw pooh bear(the soft toy i mean....like duh!) so she said she want to go see it. and so she landed buying a pooh bear storage box. after that we went home.

okay so that's what i did today....
might update tomorrow.. soo... see ya! xDD

2008-06-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

went out today, to celebrate jessies's birthday but it was an early celebration coz her birthday's nt here yet. we met at amk mrt station waited for one another to come then we went to macdonalds there and waited for yuen sze. when yuen sze came we then headed off to vivocity. there we walked around while waiting for elaine and fiqie. ashiqah bought for jessie a miniature gun display model. then when elaine and fiqie came we went to buy movie tickets coz jessie decided to watch what happens in vegas. bought the tickets then we got some scratch and win thingy. then don't know how come people kept giving us the scratch and win thingy coz they didn't want it. wanted to use it but then it's only valid from july. i still have 5 of those thingys in my bag..... ok,we went to watch the movie which was damn funny and it had a happy ending. hahahs... after that we looked around some more then ashiqah realize that her specatcles one of the thingy( i don't know what it is called....so ya... ) was lost so then we decided to go compass point to repair her spectacles which was free of charge. after that, we went to eat lunch but only me,anna and ashiqah ate. then yuen sze,elain,jessica and fiqie like on diet like that-.-"
after that went to buy famous amos then we wanted to play arcade but was like so expensive so we decide not to. then went home. took bus with elaine,fiqie,yuen sze,anna and ashiqah. jessie was the only one who took mrt T.T ok was so engrossed in fiqie's word search.
then elaine and fiqie said they wanted to send me home which off course they did(thanks...xDD).
then when reached already, we still standing at the bus stop doing the word search. persuaded fiqie to lend me her book which she so kindly allowed(thanks again :D). then they crossed over to the opposite bus stop and i went home.

ok that's all for today. it was quite a day..oh ya and don't worry fiqie i'll take care of your beloved book... muahhahahs....

2008-05-30T19:02:00.002+08:00

went to school this morning coz of the trip to the underwaterworld.the transport was late so we were a bit late. when we were at the seminar room there, we had to view a short presentation. then we got a chance to go 'behind the scenes'. so fun got to see the 'other side' of the underwaterworld but some people so rude, keep on pushing and pushing never even say excuse me..... then we got complimetary tickets to underwaterworld and the dolphin lagoon but we didnt have time to go to the dolphin lagoon. after going 'behind the scences', we went to the underwaterworld. took some pictures and then went to the beach. we played beach volleyball(which i obviously suck at...T.T). then played in the sea for awhile then went back home with elaine while the rest stayed behind.

ok that's all for today....i'm sooooooo exhausted....XDD
zzzzzzzzzzz

2008-05-29T18:49:00.002+08:00

today came to school for maths remedial. ms toh went through a few questions before she started the quiz which was 40 mins long. then after the quiz she said we were dismissed. did the experiment using the microscope until 12 plus like that then we went to ashiqah's house. played uno and speed. then around 2 pm we left her house and walk back to school. their softball started at 2.30pm so had to wait another half an hour for brenda. was so bored. then brenda and i went to find sok hong then she last min tell us that she cannot go... haiz so sad....then while me and brenda was waiting for dinali, i saw celestine coming out then so exact, brenda saw her fated one. hehe....xDD

then dinali still havent come out so we walked around looking for her then finally saw her outside council room.then we walked out of school. don't know where to go so we just kept on walking until reach the pasar malam at central there i think. dinali bought some food then we walked back to the bus stop.

ok that's it for today!! xDDDD

2008-05-24T22:09:00.002+08:00

met catherine and ying ying at amk hub at 7.30. ying ying said she was gonna be a bit late so i followed catherine go eat breakfast. i juz sat dere n watch her eat. then went to sungei buloh for the swap programme. went to find ms mok buut then she havent get the research pass. some more we no container so cannot do any work. so we stayed dere to afternoon. used ying ying's laptop to watch a show. den catherine ate again. on the way back to kranji mrt, we took the kranji express bus. then u know in the bus got one small boy right? then me and catherine were talking then catherine was the one who started hitting me then that boy scolded me leh... like wth!!! so what can?! then the boy's father ask the boy said sorry instead the boy asked me to say sorry to catherine... -.-" walau eh?! sooo unfair can? i was the victim and that little boy scolded me and he sided catherine.

erghhhhhhhhh!!!! today was a terrible day.
like what the...... -.-"

2008-05-23T18:34:00.003+08:00

ok... finally finish helping cass update her blog.. hahas..
today was okay. maths was as usual. then was eng did
a worksheet mm leck gave. pe played basketball again.
cme did another survey(i think. cannot remember properly).
recess. then was history which was swapped with enrichment.
we so so so messed up for enrichment. we actually skipped the
whole introductory part. ahhh!!! anyway after that we went
back to class. waited for ms toh. got back my report book.
results were kinda okay. then rushed to detention duty but
only got three or four people and xiao qing could handle it
so went back to council room and ____ told me that he/she
might not come back which is like so sad and that today might
be his/her last day. ahhhhh T.Tstayed back for
awhile more before going off.

ok that's all.

2008-05-22T21:01:00.002+08:00

today first lesson had art. ms haiza gave out the holiday hmwk. did some of it in her class.
then was eng i think,mdm leck went tru some corrections with us. at least its what i sort of remember. then was pe played a little basketball. recess nothing interesting happened and surprisingly all of us were them freakin quiet. then was history mr fung let us watch some show titled mind your language. then was maths ms toh gave out some chocolates, another portion of maths holiday homework and we did some survey. science the other two groups presented, and ya i wasn't paying attention cuase i was absorbed into the book. ahahs... mother tongue did the workbook and then cikgu explain the holiday homework.

after school had detention duty again. oh i totally forgot bout sok hong wanting the cd. o.o brenda said hi to her fated one like muahhahahah.... after detetion, went down to the canteen with cassandra to buy lunch then ate in the council room. we chatted for awhile after that left brenda n 'ahem' alone....hehe...xDD. then walked to the bus stop with cassandra. she was laughing her head off lar can...

ok that is all for today. will try to continue updating my blog.....